another alternative to life? get real far.

alternatively,

www.understories.tumblr.com

so yeah. tumblr’s the place to be. but honestly, it has much more vague posts than this WP.
soooooo, chillax.

I MISS ALOT ALOT ALOT OF PEOPLE. BUT THEY DONT MISS ME.
KNOW WHY? COS THEY KEEP BUEY-ing ME.
BASKET KAN?):

too tired to bother, or do i?

i got back from school at 3 plus. was supposed to help out with some event but keith said it was up to us weder to come or not. so being me, afifah and i skipped the event. got home then turn on FB. i went thru a senior of mine,afiq’s profile. i viewed all his pictures and it really got me sad.

afiq was one of those people i really respected alot since my cadet days. he was,in my opinion, the best SSG. seriously, i looked up to him like crazy & he was one of my role models. when i saw his FB, it seemed that he changed. but i thought who was i to judge weder he had changed or not. in the first place, i never had a close friendship with him. just the normal senior and cadet friendship and futhermore, he only trained us for less than 6 months? but yes, during that less than 6 months, he managed to inspire me to be a future leader. i’m not saying that he was the only one that inspire me but the way he thought us was somehow different. i’ll be lying if i say that i remembered clearly how he thought us. it was like 5 years back & im sure most of us would agree that we could only remember fragments of those time. one thing i remembered clearly was during our first NCC camp.

altho it wasnt his batch that plan the camp, a few of them came down to help out or rather like what its known today, “menyebok jer kat situ”. so yeah, we were having obstacle course and what i remember was we had to clear up and there were still bits and pieces of rubbish in the field. they were saying that for every rubbish found, we were gonna get pumped. hell, we were only part A’s back then. so obviously got rubbish, then obviously kena pump. thats the gist of it lah. afiq was the one who pumped us but this i remembered clearly, he said ” Guys, i’m very very sorry. I don’t want to have to punish you guys but i must.” ( i’m not really sure if it was the exact werds, but u get the idea lah). that one sentence/statement that he said really made me feel that he was someone i should look up to. u get what i mean dont you. at that point of time, when coperal punishment was still allowed, im sure most of them would be more than happy to carry out the pump. but he was different.

& then, he grad. i heard he got into MI and after that the hoooohaaaah of Anugerah Skrin. there one event when i texted him to confirm weder it was really him. & yeah, it was damn random but he started talking bout Unity Air, Ameer & his ex. i got to know quite a number of things from there. but yeah, then the last time i ever saw him was my spec course. where all the girls when GOOGOOGAGA over him. hahaha. that was one hell of a spec course. & if i remembered correctly, he even said he was proud of us. ( PS cos we got the highest amount of 2nd sgt in the unit).

& now, his in CD. i dont know weder its NS or he signed on. but somehow, i still hope the old SSG MUHD NUR AFIQ is still somewhere.

here’s going out to you sir. just to let you know that u were my rolemodel. take care.

 

 

 

**picture stolen form FB. hahhaa

 sometimes guys are such jerks. i know i’m stereotyping but its just the way it is aint it. & anyways, im not ruling out the fact that girls cant be asses too. but i guess, normally its us who get so “cair” listening to all thos sweet talks eyy.

school’s so on tmr. cant hardly wait.

& i wana play guitar hero again. oh, & i’ll confirm with you people that retail therapy works wonders babyyyyyyyy. hahhaaa. loving it.

definately,maybe. ur so different.

i got my timetable. sucks is one thing. i also got to know that i wasnt posted to any CDS.

SAD OR WHAT!?

wtf man. really sad. now waiting for mr khy to reply my email. pray for me people.

i need you.

RAYERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. lambat siol kiterorg

awesome day i must say. rayer with the AIR kakis went well. tho was kinda tiring & missing a few peeps like nits,haqs,haiman,ross. hahaha. yeah awesome day, honestly.

feet hurts from walking in heels, head spinning from thinking too much, heart torn from expecting too much.

won’t be that on on wordpress anyways. find me on tumblr eyy. & no worries, this will be updated randomly too.

can’t wait to know my timetable. wondering what CDS i got into..
something bout our future love..

i’m gone.

sometimes i wish i can bring my family. migrate overseas and never cme back to spore anymore.
gosh, if this is the kind of bloodline i have, i rather not have any.

watch what u say. cos right now i dnt give a damn if ur cousin or not. or even if ur my elder or not.
i’m sick of everything alreadi. sick of ur sarcasm. sick of ur hypocrite behaviour. just stop it sak.

in the end, its always goes to show that friends are better than family afterall.
if you think otherwise, then u havent been in my shoes.
shut ur mouth if u aint know what im talking about.

damn.

hahaaha. epic madness. girls, remember this? hehehe.

break-ing

give me some time to sort things out.
been thinking too much la basically.
anyways, enjoy rayer people & for JCs peeps that are going thru promos,
all the best aitte(:

much <3,
far.

I’M GONNA JUMP OFF TO LJ FOR THE MOMENT.
hahaha. gatal! anyways,we’ll update you guys when its up.

i’m pretty much fine with everything. but, i still miss you.
if only u knew. but wait, ur just a friend, remember?
hahaha. no one understand me too.
okay okay. enough. like i said. ur just one of those.

f(:

Minal aidil wal faizin. rayer’s been so-so i guess. nothing much. pretty much the same old same old. anyways, i was stuffing myself with kuehs since my house has none. well to be exact, there is. but its called kuih tunjuk. been busy with all the shifting and stuff. miss baking kuehs. hahhaa. ironic much.

anyways, i hate the part when it gets to the ” da ader matair blum?”. it gets me irritated but thinking again, its hilarious. i duno why they expect people my age, to have a bf/gf. hahaha. simply said, i wish i could record my reply and just play it again and again when they ask the same question. wait long long kay, i still have to get my phd first. ( mcm faham jer far eh)

so AIR been losing alot of people. seriously, firstly it was our DC. then next to go off is our TCO. recently, SGT Khai ord. this was the most saddded part. i’m gonna miss sgt khai man. how he tried to help yet makes it worser during my first camp as admin. his stupid antics and jokes. his pranks and all. but he’s a cool guy. it quite sad that we only get to werk with him for a short while. anyway, good things always come to an end. so yeah, sir, i doubt ur reading this. but i wish you all the best in your life. & may we meet again someday ayyee? oh, & even more recently, my CSO is also going off. if iim not wrong to sea. sigh.

anyway geng,we shud plan a hari raye outing soon. so haiman, alfi or whoever that normally plan this things, please make sure we have one this year.thankkkkkkkkiess.

I’ll take this oppotunity to ask forgiveness for all my wrongdoings towards any of you. Sesungguhnyer, yang baik itu datang dari allah swt dan yang jahat itu datangnyer dari diriku sendiri. Moga2 korang sumer halal kan makan minum ku ye? amin.(:

tc gang. i foresee that there will be less updates in the future.

ur just one of those.
f.